Pensamientos Aleatorios

almost all of my open hours was spent listening to everybody's love story, and most of my nights i busied myself wondering where was mine and why i always ended up with complicated stories. after all the love stories i heard, i read and i watched, i realized, love will not always be with the same rhythm and with the same melody. in fact, love continues to be amazing, beautiful and makes impossibles possible. It works miraculously amazing and surprisingly thrilling. sadly, it was 'love' that worked for others, and not with/for my own story. let me share the best three love stories i fallen in love with. These were not the love stories written in pocketbooks nor the love stories directed for the big screens. These were just ordinary stories yet wonderful enough to be shared and to be fallen inlove. These were stories not just written by somebody else for others, but these were stories written and directed by emotions - no script involve only blisses of love. (1) Excitingly ...

she is simple. she is sweet. she is tough. she is boyish. she is childish. she is outgoing. she is strong. she is determined. she is brave. she is someone i always looked up to. and she is my 13 year-old youngest sister, Dianne. who could have thought that among thousands of people i get myself acquainted to for almost twenty years, my lil sister did not fail me to be amazed by her line of thoughts. she is the only one who always caught me off guard up to the nth times a day. she draws no limits in everything she says. in fact, (1) she is the only one who can tell me, "nang, hindi ka na makibot kung sa sunod magiging flirt ako, kay kay sino man bi mailog, kundi sa imo". (2) she is also the best kunsintidor, "nang inom lang da bala, hindi ta man ka pagsugid kay mama". (3) She is as self-conscious as any other girls "nang ngaa kamu ya ni cheche (another sister) maputi, ngaa ako ya maitom? itom na gid ko ya haw?". (4) Her queries could actually make you laugh...

please don't be good, please be mean. please don't be too close, please be distant away. please don't give me everything i want, please be selfish. please don't let me fall in love with you, please give me reasons to hate you very much. please... i easily fall in love and i instantly fall out of love - it is the familiar story. you care, i care, i love, and i end up holding on into something which never existed - and it is exactly the same old story. ang akala ko, natuto na ako. ilang beses na itong nangyari, ilang beses ko na ring sinabing 'ayoko na', at ilang beses ko na ring isinumpang, "i'll never do it again, like again." but sometimes, things happened unexpectedly, in the most unexpected moment at the most unexpected time.. and you'll be surprised that one day you just wake up, finding yourself falling in love with the most unexpected person who just simply passed by while you are waiting. you know its not love, it maybe a kind of infatua...